It takes discipline to have creative freedom
I crave for life without physical, mental or financial constraints. It has been my intention not to have limits on what I do, what I say or how I spend my time. I want to make what I want when I want. One of the attractions of being an artist is the concept of free expression. However, our culture often wires us up to do what is safe and sensible. In my experience, it takes discipline to have creative freedom.
Commercial art is a good, sensible way of making a living from art. It has a project outline, a list of do’s and don’ts and set deadlines. To get paid you need to do what is required. It ultimately has a boss saying, ‘you have to do this’, ‘this isn’t what the stakeholders are looking for,’ or ‘you need to make some changes’. But this isn’t the type of creative or artistic freedom I’m looking for.
Stuart Bush Studio Notes
There is nothing wrong with someone else choosing this occupation. I’m not being judgemental in any way. I am personally not good at being told what to do. Especially when it comes to my creativity. Life would be boring if everyone chooses the same route.
For me, a different route was required. When I was looking at job opportunities it was important to me that I found something that gave me time off during the week. If I had time off in the week, I could follow what I love without having to struggle for money or time. The job I chose isn’t creative or artistic, but it is something I thought I would enjoy. Nevertheless, l chose it mainly as a way to pay the bills and give my family and me a good quality of life.
I am not saying working full time isn’t a comprise, it is. However, there are clear benefits to this approach. During the week with the rest of the family occupied with school or work I can be creative in my studio, there no-one is cracking the whip. No-one is telling me what to do. This is great, however, it creates another problem. Deep down I know I don’t have to work too hard because I don’t need to break out of poverty.
Stuart Bush Studio Notes; Creative Freedom
Over the years artists like Picasso, Matisse and Van Gogh unintentionally created a belief that to have freedom as an artist you need to be impoverished. Picasso died in 1973 and this myth needs demystifying. Things have changed drastically since then. The world has become a different place since the internet. Artists do a variety of different things to sustain a creative life alongside family life.
I need to find ways to be more self-motivated. I don’t want to lose my direction and determination but at the moment my lifestyle suits me. If someone asked me if l would choose a job that is related to my art, but loose my creative freedom the answer is easy. I want to be free to slay dragons.
Yes, I have to work around everything else in my life. Art has to come after family life, my job and hundreds of chores. That’s fine. it just takes a bit of adjusting in order to create a balance. I would love to do art instead of my full-time job. However, without money and life/work freedom, I won’t be able to work towards making the world a better place through my art. Working to a brief of some kind would get in the way of my ideas.
Everyone wants freedom. As an artist, I should do the things that I have to do in order to do the things I want to do. I realise I am fortunate to have realised that it can take the opposite of freedom to have artistic freedom. It takes self-control and direction if you want the benefits of being your own creative boss. It takes willpower and self-mastery to be able to make what you want when you want. To be able to prioritise my relationship with my creative work takes an unbelievable amount of discipline to have creative freedom.
Stuart Bush Studio Notes; It takes discipline to have creative freedom
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